Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Righteous Anger

Life chooses to screw with me now.. it has decided to blow away my best laid plans.. and has been kind enough to add in some belittlement and demeaning treatment in return for all the months of toil.. It is torturous to be me right now. And there is no way to avoid this anger, when it stems from my blazing sense of righteousness. I can't get over the fact that this is what I am bequeathed with for willingly shouldering every unnecessary burden that came my way.

I want to throw it all away with the flick of a finger.. I want to hurl a mammoth ball of boiling verbal spite at those who choose to undervalue me. And I want to end this period of my life and move on to the next. Loyalty stops me.. ethics stop me.. but not for long.